the last one

omg. staying at home is killing me slowly but surely...
i need my exams to be over right this moment.

i feel kinda cheated for the amount of effort i put into my food paper and the results i got as compared to the research one =(
and smarty pants claimed her title with a victorious mark.
heh.

incapicitated

exams which are essay-based have this incredibly crazy ability to incapacitate me.
and yes, the subject matters too.

boy i'm tired.
and i have a paper in 16 hours...
and i'm starting to think i might be falling sick
=(

of all days

i saw them that sunday evening...
they sat with the family..
it was sweet.

oh gawd. of ALL days there's so much of shouting and crying.
when i have my own place, i'll ban kids from staying there.
-BAN-.

blubberish fat

ok. i just changed into skinnies and i'm not happy.
i'm not happy with my body.
i know i'm not fat but omg. i feel so fat.
and with the lack of exercise, i can actually see and feel everything turning into blubber.
i think its disgusting and yes, i feel extremely disgusting.
you know, i'm so full of digust that i just wanna sit atop some burning candles and let the fat drip off me...
pretty much like how some gang did that to obtain human fat to sell.
ugh. i hate exams.

the details do matter

1 down, 4 to go.
it kinda dawned upon me during the exam today that research is one of those mods that one can score?
oh well..
i wrote till my hand felt like it was gonna give way and wow, the exam did sap practically all the energy out of me...
i must say i've been feeling kinda tired lately..
and omg. sleeping was a nightmare last night.
i hope this doesn't repeat itself in the coming days.
i'll just die if it does.

bring me back to our courting days..

doodles

ugh. i hate how my neighbours keep rebuilding/ reconstructing their houses.
not only is it so freaking noisy, i bet they're breeding mozzies too.

anyway..i came across these doodles while studying yesterday..
and yes, they were mainly found on my research mod notes (and yes, that damn 2101 mod)
the writings in black are by fi...haha..



and here is my beloved pet...
i've been wanting to put up pictures of her..
she probably the cutest thing you'll ever lay your eyes on..=)





she's the one.

its awfully depressing.

i've been loving the weather lately...
maybe cos i'm stuck at home while it pours....
but even when it doesnt rain the weather's nice and cool...
the only bad thing about it...
there's alot of mozzies. and i mean -ALOT-.
i spent a good 20 mins today killing 8 mozzies in an area of about 1.5 sq m.
and let me remind you, i'm the girl who gets bitten by a mozzie at least once every single day.
i need to invest in 1, well make that 2, of those insect-killer-racket things...
where one swipe will do the magic.

today is thursday and i begin my exams this coming saturday.
i don't feel the slightest bit prepared.
its an awful feeling.
and this whole thing makes me high-strung, irritable, frustrated, jittery, panicky, depressed..and every single one of those terrible adjectives you can think of.
i'd like to think i'm a nice person, but right now, i sure feel like a horrible, nasty monster.